haven't been on in forever.

sorry, life got in the way. i go to school now...and i spend most of the time writing poetry...like so:

Forever In The Dark

My feeling of despair
stretches on forever,
i see the light
but then darkness takes flight.

I have lost all feeling
as i numbly lie here,
I stare at the ceiling
no need to feel anymore.

I'm not going to lie
I thought I wanted to die,
but experiencing
death was terrifying.

now you have to plot line
the story of my life,
I can't have whats not mine
I can never have the light.