Coalescence

Pt 1.
I said "I love you,"
You said "I love you too,"
On that fatal night we shared,
your purity shattered,
as we shared the deepest form of love,
as we both became one.
The feeling was beautiful, it was perfect,
the night we coalesced,
(together,)
we formed another.

Pt. 2

I love you, though, too,
it's almost like I can't choose between you two,
for you are my brightness,
you are my light,
he is my darkness,
his love would never smite.
I love him, God, it doesn't matter what I do,
but I love you that way too.
even though I know we,
could never, ever as one be.
He wants to go all the way,
but I haven't dated you one day.

Pt. 3
I'm so confused,
Befuddled,
as I cuddled with Him,
I was thinking of the other.
lost in the other's, ocean eyes, their shades of blue,
but I was thinking of Him,
and this love I share for two...


Pt. 4
So as you can see,
this is an awkward position for me...